Surprisingly, i realise, this person has access to my blog account and has been checking on my previous posts on blogger. It was dated December 17 from this singnet internet service provider.

One more time and i am going to change my password for better.

Don't let this space rot.

For the past few weeks, i have been rushing assignments and thank GOD, this week is e learning and also the start of my holidays. (: Apparently, the entire week, I only have an average of 3 hrs sleeep per day. Its only like today, then i slept about 12 hours?! LOL.

I am not yet done with my assignments. While others are done with the first half part of semester 2, i am still stuck with my IT assignment. Luckily, sam was willinging to give me extenstion. I am thinking of rushing the video by this week and be in time to submit once the 2 of my team mates are back. Right now, the plan is that, i change some parts of the video into the way i want it to be and of course, i do have friends who are kind enough to hep me too. (:

( Friday)
On friday, I was walking home when i saw Xavier. Of course, i was excited about him getting his car license, so i agreed to the hitch ride with one of his friend. The ride was fantastic, never would i know that i am able to sit inside a car with the average speed of 160km/h. Accompanied with the music, it was a beautiful match.He drove past Lim Chu Kang, and to many other places and then to Kranji reservoir. I am just like a frog in the well as i didn't know of such beautiful places in singapore. We sat there, star gaze and head back to jurong. Man, i love the sky. because its really dark, you can see dozens upon dozens of stars. Its definitely an eye opener trippp! (:

Its just like 11 days and would be my birthday! I am pretty excited as birthdays are usually once in a life time. Furthermore, my birthday lies on christmas day! Haa, on top of rushing assignments, i am also busy making handi crafts for my mates as a little christmas gift for them. (: I have so much plans lying just next week, so it means, i have to rush my assignments soooooonnnn! BOOS that.

I have many things i wannnnnt and i am hoping this years bdae would be as surprising and even more fantastic than last year!

ALRIGHTS, i am back to my assignment.

Wow, it has been a pretty tired week for me.

Just hear me out:
Its disappointing especially when you want to excel as a group but yet there are people who don't support you morally. Instead, they keep disagreeing rather than hearing you out. It just makes me shut myself away from them as I feel that since my responses are not valued, so why even bother in the first place?

and they are just caring about themselves, not cooperative at all.

Its so obvious that there are 2 different groups, 2 different thinkings. I tried to accommodate and include them but i doubt they do so. I want to have a change of group, but it seems that there isn't any place for me. I am not trying to be negative, its obvious that no one's interested.
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 Edit: I am not blaming anyone. Its just my hard felt feelings and thoughts. (: 
( Don't assume its you)


They stop my perfection.
They have poor synchronization
I don't like it at all.

so lethargic these days that i couldn't even have my own social life.

Next week from Mon- Fri
1. DPIP assignment
2.FRENCH TEST; i doubt i can do that essay
3. SF assignment
4.IT assignment
5. Fp evaluation

I am going to make it. Yes, i will.

Tml's a Saturday, i still have to mug before going to church and cg. How great and mighty is it.
 PHEW.

XYZ.

I seriously cant take it anymore. This week i am flooded with 2 assignments and 1 oral test and next week, worst of all, 4 assignments and 1 test. I don't know how am i going to complete all these when I still have other commitments in life. GOD, stretch my capacity mannnn!

Monday was really a bad day for me. It was a lesson learn and and i think i was brave enough to accept the fact and even share it openly with my peers. Not bad oh.

I feel that i have little choice to what i want. My high tolerance level for people seems to send signals to people that they can push their limits. Frankly speaking, its considered their luck that i did not flare up. The whole point is, who even wants to work with people of no responsibility?.It just irritates you somehow right?. I bet most people feels the same, definitely.

GuiLing and Aishan going Vietnam for 2 weeks. I am going to be so lone-out. Raws Raws Raws.

Later presentation, hope it will be a good one.

I feel that one should be watchful in what one's saying. Especially Nosey parkers.
Some others just want to over ride you and push one's limits. I hate to say this, i detest that.

I am positive and i choose to take in only what I think is necessary. That includes other people's opinion.

Service about Caleb left a deep impression on me.
I believe this wednesday outing is going to be feasible. We can do it all babes!

This is going to be a busy week for me. Needa stretch my capacity.

Back to my effective communication essay. I can do it. (:

My leg's on the way to recovery. Right now, there is no scars yet, just redness in my skin. (:

I don't know how or when but i know, by hook or by crook i will finish everything by the deadline. French was pretty bad today cause I almost doze off in class. I started attendind class since 9am sharp and end my french class at 8pm. Classes supposed to end at 4pm but because this friday is hari raya, the tutorial is pushed to today from 4pm -6pm. then after 6pm is my 2 hr lesson.


I feel that whenever we do, we got to learn to stay positive. Just like previous week, Rev Casey Treat talks about not always CNN( Constantly meditating on negative news) but turn into meditating on the positive ones. We got to find our core strength and build it cause thats the area where we can be easily defeated. And thats where GOD comes into the picture. We need to always depend on God and not always lean on my own understanding.
well, to the people who are facing some crisis now. Even how dark it may seems like or how dim the future may be, DON'T EVER LOSE HOPE. Cause i believe somehow or rather, there are still a glimpse of hope. God has eyes and i believe he can do exceedingly and abundantly above what we could think or ask. I belive and I believe. The key word to everyhing: CONFESSS!

Back to the letter matter. I agree with Sandy, i receive a letter which its cover doesn't appear to be like NP's enevlope. Anway, i have check with my office, they said that they enrolled me into the wrong type of module thus even after completion of that module during year 1, the " Pass" is not reflected in the system. And thats why, after so long, they system generated a Failure of that particular module. SEE, even academic depratment makes mistakes tooooooo! (:

Yawns. I jus submitted my lesson plan to my field practicum supervisor. Hope its satisfactory work! (:

I am sick again, headache kills man! I took Panadol after having terrible headache the enitre day. : ( besides that, i am having bad sore throat that make me couldnt speak much. And Farhana, she kept making fun of my speech. I totally hate being sick cause i have to eat those medicine which taste awful like anything.

Yeah, you are in the right page cause i just revamp my blog. (: This time round, i got the skin from blogger but didn't make any changes to it cause i don't think i have the time to do so too. Anw, if you do follow my blog regularly, i always wanted to change skin long ago but couldnt have the time cause i am jus plain lazzzy.

Now my assignments are piling up. I need motivation to do my work and not be distracted in Fb, msn. I got exactly, like 6 assignments to do? And i am only done with one assignment. So bore out. And and and, my lesson plan, its hard to plannnn!

I have been distracted recently ever since school started. I need to get back on track and not distracted anymore. I need to aim for a higher GPA!
Besides that, weather is really bad recently. Almost every afternoon, it rains and i have to bring along an Umbrella everyday. This means i will have a heavy bag load. I hate rainy weathers as it just make me feel hot and cold at times. Boos that. :(

I recieved a letter that was mailed to my Dad. It was a letter from my school. Yes, when i first know about the news through my dad, i was shocked. I thought it was because of the classes i miss due to the fact i was sick or because i am late. I went down to HMS office to clarify matters and to my horror, my module ( SNW) was marked failed during my Year1, semester 1. Worse was, I didn't knew about it till like recently and now i am year 2, sem 2?!! Man, luckily they mail this to me cause otherwise, according to what the management says, i maynot be able to graduate as i have not attained any credits for my SNW module.
Whats absurd was they enrolled me to another type of SNW module not the ech one. Its so complicated mannn.

Tmr's church and cg. am anticipating!

What a long posttt right?

Dialogue in the Dark Singapore is an exclusive collaboration between Ngee Ann Polytechnic (through Social Lab Ltd) and Dialogue Social Enterprise. Originally founded in Germany, Dialogue in the Dark has reached 30 countries since 1988, impacting over six million visitors and creating thousands of jobs for the visually impaired.

The Journey into the Dark

1. You begin your journey into the dark in a group of around eight people. Everyone in the tour is given a white cane. 
2. Anything that emits light or sound is covered or silenced. A blind guide will accompany you every step of the way to make sure you feel safe and secure.

The journey begins…

•  First, to an open park with plants, benches, and a fountain. The sound of birds and water completes this invisible landscape. 
• Second, you will board a boat, you sail down the Singapore River until you reach the city. 
• Moving into town, you will have to navigate a typical Singaporean housing estate. You will come in contact with the ATM machine, the door bell as well as the "market place"
  
• Not only that you will also face challenges like crossing the street through the noise of traffic.
•  The tour comes to a close as visitors are led to a coffeeshop, still within the darkness. Here you may have a drink and chat with your guide before ending your journey.

I love the part where i get to challenge myself in buying the drink from the cafeteria. Before heading for the trip, you ought to bring just a few bucks( $2-4$).

• Increase social awareness of people with visual and other impairments
• Change mindsets to encourage and promote an inclusive society
• Promote employment for the disabled, in partnership with community-minded companies and organisations

Credits: DID.



P.s: one essay down.