Hey peeps, i am back blogging.
seriously, i have not been blogging much since the day i started out school.
Hush! Today is Wednesday and school is tiring.
i have to wake up at 9am..do this do that..
and i like Mondays!! cause i get to see my beloved ppl during the whole full days of lectures.
i really love to be with them.
As for my class, we ain't that close anymore.
(expected)
they started forming cliques and well, the populars ones that hang out during first sem always get together.
I miss the times where we go ard in a grp and laugh.
It somehow upsets me.really!
i m trying to build back that bond,trying to!
I hope i wont want to detest my classmates.
i hope i wont.
Upsets me a lot alot.


Today i took cab from clementi. I woke up at 8am and leave hse at 8.30 am when i supposed to reach school at 9am sharp. GEE! thank god, i had my Dad to drive me to clementi area and i took cab from there.


Tmr i going for the prestige committee meeting at 5pm. Me and Aishan planned to catch a movie, chill before we go for the meeting.Woe, i am excited. Saturday i have to go for dance and as well as to help out in the donation thing. Now i am involved in the student union,i find myself getting more things to occupied...

I WANNA BE A GL! so all these helping out in events is a MUST to go.

Next, i have decided to open my blog once again.Pls TAG if you were to visit.

I m veryy veryy veryy upset with certain issues in my life pertaining to my school.
i dunno how to tell you unless you ask me.
I dunno why are there such people.
i mean i dunno why GOD put these pple in my lifee to upset me
upset me?
yes, i get emotional too..although i smile and laugh like everyhting seems okayy...
I really hate hypocrites,of course not to mention here who they are.
I treat them with sincerity but yet what i got was nothing but their..
'ERM...huh..and....i dunno leiis'(response when i ask them)
its sounds like they dont wish to get involved with me or wad....
am i so irritating??
why am i meeting such matters even after i am in poly.
Why?why???
can someone tell me why?
did i did something wrong towards u all?
or its because i m not genuine enough?
i jus wanna make new friends..
and if possible make best frens too.

i tried vvery hard to understand such kind of pple..
giving me such responses...
but ended up..i will know reasons like...i cant make it..blah blah
some reasons are genuine while others are fake
it does happens in my sec sch b4..
this is what i call hypocrites..

i kind of felt bitter.
its not the first time..
its a couple of times and i m really sick of it.
really sick of it....

you can say i sensitive or whatever..
but i can tell u smth..
if u realise..i seldom blog somehting i felt depressed abt....
and normally if i start blogging smth that really upsets me..
its shows that its an accumulated thing that had caused me to blow up..
blogging such stuff out here..
and and its my blog..pls respect me and stop gossiping behind my back..
if u have the guts and u have doubts, jus come to me..
anytime,anywhere and anyplace.

i love blogging and blogging is one of the only place to make me feel better..
my secret place is jus here.C:




should i jus be a hypocrite to everyone too?
i really doubt if i can ....
i need help.

someone, answer my doubts..

I m very very upset.


I wanna have some fresh air.
wont be blogging anymore till i find smth happier to share.


Ta ta..i love you all!