Guiling: Hey shou shou, did u meant in yr blog that i laughed at you?i really didnt mean it IF i really did do it.i can't rmb things that i did to UPSET you :(

Me:No la! u my rou rou leis! u only make me feel annoyed but not upset. It was not abt u..If i unhappy with ya i will tell u de..C:

Guiling: oh.ic.shocked me.I thought u were talking about me! Ya,must tell me. You never write i said a joke to make u smile! Ahhas,cold joke :)

So i m coming back to blog about her.Cause she wanna me to blog something abt her! she is so awesome.She was the FIRST and the ONLY one who saw the tags JASON tagged. YES, u can ask HER..its really very insulting.Yeaps.and it happened during in class.I went down to first floor toilet, sat inside and cry like no one's business and poor her, she have to wait outside the toilet waiting for me, talk things out with me before i finally come out. Yes, i was devastated.

For yr info: I said annoyed cause she always TEASED ME aout my butt .HAA.

The whole day i felt like a dead person.No smile,nothing, whenever i go my smile no longer is there.Even when lecturers talk to me i dun even care.It was until when we go for toilet break before language arts lesson. I was standing in front of the mirror looking at myself..When guiling came out of the cubicle, i went in to the cubicle to pee cause GUILING wants me to pee. Then after finishing my business, she started out telling me this stupid joke about BIRDS when i was pulling out some toilet paper cause i feel like crying again.

Seriously i lauged not because of the joke, but is because she look so DUMB when she tried to flapped her 'WINGS'. so funny!HAA.Yes, thats how she make me laughed.Thanks GUI LING..u were the first to make me smile when i felt really down.
( Thanks Rou Rou! and no worries, u aint the one who laughed at me)

Next i wanna affirm is DELPHINE FUR QING TONG. After i tell Guiling, i send DELPH an sms. She called me immediately. Because i was in the class, i couldnt pick up her call. So after class i msg her. I din call her cause i dunno hw to pluck up the courage to talk to her. I m LOST. She was the FIRST to be there for me and help me out. She never laughed. What she did was to call me straight. And really thanks for yr blog post.She was the first to DEFEND for me.I felt peace.C: She did a lot of things to cheer me up la...
Jus a few days ago she did that when i was very angry with my parents for smth. She was there everytime and everywhere fulfilling her promise she made to me.
( thanks delp delph, u are the best ! She lifts my self esteem and always comforts me)

And lastly, thanks to others who was there for me when i need u all.C: thanks thanks. At least i knw that u all mean it when u said tht U would be there for me.

Delph was right. She said smth.Some times people said that they would be there for u. But when trouble times come, they were not there.Instead, they P.S u, hurt u with their words.

Be wise when u confide.C:

don jus knw to say it with yr mouth,but also PROVE it with yr ACTIONS.
Without actions, what u say is jus meaningless.
I m not gonna believe that crap stuff anymore.


I feel that if u cant be there for me pls don say u can be there for me..
its sounds like a hypocrite.
i rather u do it when u are ready.
(its jus a random thing i thought after i wrote: ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS)

For yr info, i don't cry for this issue.Like what i say, its accumulated thru a lot of things.


The others, i didnt call u or sms u all
not because i don treat u all as my dearest
is jus because i fear
Fear that u are busy,
Fear that when i say,
its gonna broke my heart again
So, i rather to keep it to my heart.
Sorry and thousands of apologies.C:





P.S:Can u be PART of the 18 people buying presents for me during my 18th bdae?
I wan 18 presents for my 18th bdae!
LOVES