Wait
wait
WAIT
WaIt
Wasted
too busy for me
understandable

in the end, no one can be there
yes, no one at all.

Yes, i cried and cried
first in the speech training room
(tears jus flow down in front of my lappy)
then next just outside the room
slient tear, slient fear
then in the toilet
loud cry!
its accumulated

A-C-C-U-M-U-L-A-T-E-D
because of too much issues
emotionally lethargic

Whats so funny?
I chose to tell u because i thought u can be my listener
i was wrong
i encounter people whom i tried to confide to
came laughing
thats shows who is really true to u
isnt it?
Whatever, i don care anymore

I only tell certain people
its not an overnight thing
that cause me to tear
its accumulated like a volcano
now it has finally erupted

Thats what i mean some people doesnt appreciates u
so why bother i say?
now, i don feel like saying anymore

Well, peeps,
see,i already tried opening up towards people
i shudn't have tried in the beingining
cause whats the use when the response is like.......
.........?

Things are running through my mind
alot alot
I don wish to leave
I have been trying very strong
very strong
very strong
but i can see myself falling back
collapsing sooner or later
I have been very nice
trying to be a happy,elated girl in front
BUT this strong front is tearing down soon



ITS NOT FUNNY AT ALL