It's Real-Olivia Ong
lying down, underneath the stars
thinking about the way you looked into my eyes and told me how you feel
i dont know if my heart and mind are singing the same tune
need to know coz within me is a mix of fear, a little thrill
can't believe what i feel is real
feelings that's hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore
*you and i
i never thought i'd fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
so you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it's real
and i tried, i cant seem to get myself to think of anything but you
i keep falling deeper but it gets sweeter too
everything, every single thing about you touches my heart in a way
i have never felt like this before, it's real
very nice!
"Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart." ♥
( from Josie blog : D)
Guess, it is my last time i am blogging before I really mug for my exam; CDTP. I have whole lot of things to do and yes, i am missing for 2 consecutive days.
Things starts to get better for me nowadays, i dunno why. Though i dont have a huge circle of friends, i see i have friends whom i can talk to and they are usually the ones who can share my woes. Indeed, one good friend is better than those usual friends i always had. It actually proves that, doesn't mean u would have lots of good friends around you even though u have a huge circle of network. : DD
And now, i am more focus-ed, in the things i want to do. yes, i want to attain a GPA of at least 3.5 this time. Well, though karuna has given uber lots of tips, it seems like i studied nothin. LOL. I dunno why, usually i studied totally into the chap but this time after she narrowed it to 6 chapters, i realise there is nth to study. I hope in the last 4 days or so, i can concentrate studying, getting he facts into my brain and also to resist the temptation of constant blogging and msn-ing.
Good luck to those who are taking exams uhh!
V day? I am single and yes, Valentine's day is a day wher you can spend your time with your loved ones. I spend it with my bestie and Jeff this year. Not bad afterall since we can have a heart-to-heart chat after all the long activites we had in church. : D I realise somethings always lies with ones perception and i will always remember; seek first the kingdom of God and all things shall be added to you. : D yes, ALL.
I love star gazing at my hse side and i have to thank shao that night, for the stars. : DD
Haa and yea, I rejected my friends from NP during V day because i really wanna spend my FIRST and ever valuable time with bestie. : DD Sorry oh!
Today, i had cg and it teaches us the five love languages. I have to leanr to speak words of affirmation.This week is really a lovely dovey week. Pastor talks about the needs of people, M.Y talks about the 5 languages. Love is really in the air. : DD
I guess i got a lot to change. Really, since i am really imperfect. Oh to continue, Adam treat me and winnie food from Jia Xiang after we walk around at jp talking about how Jia Xiang food is really uber nice. This is my second time trying and still i love the food there esp the jia xiang mian! BFF's?
Looking of what i had got for V.day, i love the bouquet of roses the most though i gt to give it away in the end. Roses are hard to tend to. : DDD and also,
i know you are viewing, thanks for that stuff. It shocks me and well, i will definitely put it on for your sake.
sometimes, an sms can mar a r/s between you and yr friend. Always be catious. : D
Overall, i wan to end off, i love V day! A fruitful one indeed. : DD
Okay Dokey,