hihi,

Yes i am back. I have an urge to blog again. I guess i going to be busy this whole month. No more shopping and fun. this week itself i going for a 5 day camp and foc, i got a week camp. it is going to be hectic and i going to miss home very very much,

Yes, i just know that i am a crew. It has been what i wanted and what i have requested during the interview. Ytd was rather a horrid day. It turn out smthings were prank-ed. I guess many knew i was upset. I wasn't upset because i am not a gl. i was upset by what some pple had said abt crews. I have been anticipating to be one until ytd, i didnt expected that i had developed the thinking that crews are "lowly".U cant blame me for thinking this way. That is how things have proven and worked.

I had arguements with 2 people and yes, i guess they had a hard time dealing with me. I wanna thank M.K for his patience to explain to me about everything like for abt half an hour. I hope his bill wont blast. Haa, thanks ehhs, i am touched. : D i didnt knew that he would be the one who cleared by doubts. And he drive this message to me in my brain: Everything is possible. : D thanks! i learn a lot from you!! : DDD

Ps: and don't forget to organise that meeting out soon ehhs.! you promised me durin 2 march 2009 and make sure u fulfil it! HAA!






( thats how si fei zhu looks like)
Hope u see this! : D

For si fei zhu, he must be darn angry talking to me via sms. I am really pissed too in the first place for all the complicated matters and doubts i had about the whole thing. It is really a whole lot of misunderstanding that took place. If it was cleared before, i think..... ahha.I didnt even want to pick up...well,*****.I dont know about how he feels about me now but i can sensed that evil aura when i saw him.He didnt even bother to greet or look at me when i was standing there anticipating for a hi. Guess that shows how much he treasure this friendship. : D I have tried my best to apologise to you in different ways but it just didnt happen to work either. I have given up hope trying. I am tired not just he himself too. and i know he wont even see my blog so i guess it is pretty alright for me to vent everythng here. ((: I going end this para by saying sincerely: "Sorry si fei zhu!". ((: hope you reply me soon!



I am going to be super busy. Really tired out. Hais, i dont know why, i am not looking forward to everything. I need some support!




& a pat too.




thursday i am gg camp and only be back on tuesday! tsk,i am so sick of it! gosh!