In a flash, tomorrow would be friday! There is this crucial hour tomorrow where my mentor of my attachment center will assess me on how i teach children art and craft lesson. I am so excited and at the same time anxious. I am so scaredddd if some things cropped up and i cant handle. Tomorrow i will be teaching them painting. It would be a messy activity and I am praying the best and the very best.(:

I really wanna take this time to thank my mother. She prepared all the fruits neeeded for tmr's lesson. so much of variety ranging from Papaya, mango, cherries, mangosteen, grapes, apple, pear, banana and oranges. She went to fair price, prime super market and other shops to get what i want. ILY mummy! (:

Thanks mei hua, she send me the song on "thats when i love you". I am sooo addicted to it. Every single day, every moment, it is like soothing to my ears.

I really want to go for the vietnam trip during the december month. Everyone's going and it will be beneficial for me if it takes only 13 days of journey to exempt me from one module, then why not? I hate myself for being a PR. You don enjoy priviledges, neither do you have subsidies. While others can enjoy the trip without paying a cent, I have to think of how to come out with my expenses that includes the air fare, accomodation etc. I hate it and i detest it. If all these money can be saved up, i can buy many other things i like.. like my adidias bag... -.-
IIt was just like the same during secondary school days. Everyone get to enjoy courses through deducting of edusave while the poor me have to fork out a total of up to 200 bucks in CASH for a course. Zzzz.It is always like that. PR's have to pay extra for everything and anything. I asked myself sometimes, what is the point of getting the top 3 for 3 consecutive years when the singaporeans get rewards like cash bank in and me, as a PR's get like medals upon medals for show?! Enough of rantings, it just brings me a string of shit when i going to start talkign about the priviledges.

tired if keeping on,