15 July will be our HMS business cont day! Its really bad for me. My class starts at 9am and ends at 6pm. Since HMS is gg to close down, i have to stay at home and switch on my lappy from 9am-6pm. I think i just lost my freedom.

One thing i really detest is that my math presentation falls on Wednesday! So what our math lecturers want us to do is to video down our presentation. That is so unfair! I wan LIVE presentation and not video. :(

Today i had my lesson plan. I can say it was kind of failure. The entire childcare center was gg through some transition and the mentor, knowing that she have to assess us today, came late. There were no shelves to seperate the classroom between the k1s and k2s. Windows were opened which means the enironment was a distraction. There were shifting of new shelves in and out. Numerous of phone calls. ALL these happens when i am conducting the lesson plan. Even the mentor commented that she could not hear what i am talking about because the children from other classes were just too noisy.

whats worse was, the mentor, i guess, she spend half of her time attending to such matters when i am conducting my lesson. So i was wondering, did she catch what i was doing? My lesson dragged until 50 mins. Don blame me for that. I used up a lot of time settling down these group of children and when i finally do so, another few children will come by asking me this and that. In the last movement to the music, i wanna children to move like an animal around the room. Feeling glad, i wanted to show her what children did by dragging the movement a little longer. Never did i expected, she has no sense of urgency and drag her phone call for like 10 mins or so?
finally, i jus gave up. I was perspiring and all.

I asked myself, if the mentor knows that today there is the shifting of shelves, can't she arrange a decent room for us?!

she claims she is busy. Not once but is every single week when i ask her to write comments for me. & now, even sitting down for like twenty mins or so is like killing her. I mean, things like answering the calls, shifting of shelves, why can't you get other teacher to do so?

even beautiful gave up and ended the lesson early. WHY? The noise is jus too disrupting.

Me and beautiful is jus so pissed. Seriously, one word= irresponsible!

arghhhh! I am stressed and this makes me even more stressed!

Deserts!